Feelings

Maybe this is just hitting me really fucking hard.

I'm fucking scared.

I can't stop thinking about the what ifs. And the time waiting for my surgeon to call me back is taking forever. I have so many questions.

Researching makes it worse.

I'm now crying at work. What the fuck is wrong with me?

I'm trying not to bother too many people with the things I'm feeling because I don't want to feel guilty about feeling all my feelings.










I need a hug.